Left-Overs Who Really Gives A Rat's Ass? Why do I even bother anymore? Do I realy care that much? I don't seem to think so... I just wish it would end. Maybe it was the right thing at he wrong time Or the wrong thing at the right time... Or maybe just a fluke of nature bringing something else to an end. An end to end all ends tying together two loose threads. Am I paranoid? Or is it just me? Seems not... but I could be wrong. I'll just have to see. But how do I see something that I can not see? When I do not know what is going on around me? Aww, bloody hell... I give up. Religious Conviction immense protrusion sacred illusion deny, defy sanctify follow the path never to stray commit, conform forget your own way be just like god be like the best forsake you self to be like the rest suit and tie today you die you've made it now and live no more Toledo Fly Toledo fly I want to die Drink to my health And kill myself I'm quite irate And filled with hate I love your wife I hate my life Tipsy top I'm gonna pop Zippy fling Don't like a thing Nitro taste My life's a waste Toledo fly I want to die. Necrophile "But that wasn't me It was him!" I cried, but the officers just stared. Wildly laughing were their eyes. Only The faces cold As they hauled me away from a love I never knew. Sanitation Workers Fart on My Lawn LEAVE! I yelled. NO! FUCK YOU! The reply was as dirty as they were. Just lounging around There they were. If they would get off my property I could cut my grass. We ain't leavin' til you promise to stop throwing away dead animals! I turned on the sprinklers, Sat back, And watched TV. Noctourne Death becoming my only wish. The virgin blood upon my chin. Night calls my name I answer... Only to hide from the day. Darkness; hollow and cold. Screams ceased, but echo in the night. Lifeless, I walk. Tormented in perpetual death. The break of dawn. I never see the light. A Night in Shudder Like nothing I am And nothing I'm not I keep on pushing With everything I've got Lost in all my nightmares Losing all my dreams Feeling for reality Is anything as it seems? Fight or flight Or maybe just hide No one is there to meet me When I reach the other side Falling by the wayside Tripped on a snare Stuck in self-denial No one can see me there I stumble in my footsteps As I come around the bend Bleeding from the injuries When will it ever end? Pushing through the madness Blinded by my tears I break through into darkness Smothered in my fears Choking on the dust clouds Making not a sound Lost inside this giant hole Circling around and round and around... Feeling myself Slipping away Watching myself Falling into dillusion Like nothing I am And nothing I'm not I keep on striving With everything I've got Fight or flight Or maybe just hide I lost my reality When my sense of life died Trying to find some happiness Desperately I cry Tumbling into sorrow I struggle as I try Lying to myself That I might make it through Dying in my fantasy There's nothing I can do Reaching out frantically I never find the door Screaming out in darkness I can't take any more Peace and sorrow Tears fall from the sky Rain soaking in my face Rain falls as I die Remonstration of Life Centuries of lies I thought you were on my side Hatred fills my eyes You decide You decide what's best for me We have no choice You've left us no choice but to fight We have no voice You're right You're always right even when you're wrong You waste away your life And you waste our lives as well Your words cut like a knife Burn in hell Burn in hell with your rules and regulations You tell us to obey It's our natural duty to submit to you We don't know what to say We don't know what to do We don't know what to say, but "FUCK YOU" We bow down on our knees We bow down and pray but not to you You treat us like a disease We didn't ask We never asked to be born You make your laws We don't care what you write in ink We write our lives in blood You don't think Don't even think you can rule us Don't EVER think you can change us WE EXIST -- but we DON'T exist in YOUR WORLD!